Your Sun & Moon

You ask for the sun
I say you got it darlin let me get my fire proof rope and wrap it around
and I pull and pull but it doesnt seem to work.
I tell you I can give you the sun with a smile or with a laugh
that Ill be the sun even when it rains.

You ask for the moon
has it is shining in the night sky
I say you got it darlin and I pertend to toss a rope around it like Indian Jones
but like the sun it doesnt work.
I tell you I can be the moon brighting up your night with a smile or with a laugh
even if there is no stars in the sky.
Ill be the light in all the darkness
comfornting you.

You ask for the sun and moon
I say you got it darlin cause I can give both with each smile and laughter even a hug
it is your choice to tearuse them
cause they can be those things if they mean that much to you
then you will have the sun and moon.

You ask for the sun
I point at the sun ans ask that sun?
You got it darlin, you got it and I smile
then I see a spark in you
and you have the sun wrap in your hands.

You ask for the moon in tears
I point to the night sky and ask that moon?
You got it darlin, you got it and I take you in my arms
you barely your head in my shoulder and
your tears go away.

You ask for the sun and moon
I say you got it darlin
cause I can give you both with a smile and laughter even a hug.
It is choice to tearsure them
cause they can be those things if they mean that much to you
then you will have your sun and moon
in your hands.

The Hooded into The Hood less

I am the hooded figure that walks behind you.
I am the hooded figure that rarely says a word.
I am the hooded figure who only comes out at night
afraid that you will see my true face cover by the scars
and that you will run at the sight of me.

I am the hooded figure that hides inside from the world
I am the hooded figure that stares outside your window
wondering all the things that you are wondering
thinking can I win you over and will you see pass the way I look?

I am the hooded figure that seating on the sofa
keeping my head down afraid that your eyes might find my face
you find it weird that I am this hooded figure standing thinking
will you run or will stay after you see what I am.

I am the hooded figure that takes of the hood slowly
has you watch the scars come to surface
I turn around waiting for you to say something.

You come closer to get a better look
you go to touch and I ask you are not afraid
and you tell me that you have seen worse
I'm still afraid cause I know I am a monster to the world.

I am the hood less figure that you get to know
and learn more about you and we get closer.
I am the hood less figure that is falling in love with you
and you are falling in love with me.
I am the hood less figure that loves you
and you love me even the way I look on the outside
because you see pass the scars and the ugliest the world hates me for.

I was the hooded figure but you turn me into the hood less
and the only world I care about is the one I see when I look at you
and don't care about what others think of me because
I am the hood less with you.

You Should Know

You understood
when the world didn't
you always push when I just wanted you to leave it alone
but you saw right pass my smile.
You always wanted to know the truth
no matter how dark it was
you always welcome it
and I thank you for that.

In your own way
you are protective
besause in fear that something might happen
you took action and when you saw it on the surface
you wanted to face it with me instead of running the other way
even when I push you away 
you pushed right back
and I thank you for that.

Through one year we have been thorugh a lot together
You helped me see my own fireworks with yours
and when I didn't you saw how frickin perfect I am
and I thank you for that.

You are a lot of things
you are strong, kind, careing, funny, and protive
all these things and more making you
frickin perfect
 and I wanted to tell you that.
So on your day enjoy it beacuse you desver it
just know that I am thankful for all that you did for me
and to me you are always
frickin perfect!

With Me You're Safe

Come here and tell me your secrets
its okay I'll keep them safe from the world you fear
just come in my arms
its okay.
Come here and tell me your secrets
no one is around that's what I love about being up here
we can see the world around us but they can't see us
we're too far it now.
Come here and tell me your secrets
you tell no one understands and your feeling all alone
and telling me your better off dead,
your in tears and I tell you
come here pulling you in and down
to my arms, we're on a hill and nothing can touch us.

Come here and tell me your secrets
its okay, everyone bleeds,
everyone cries, and everyone falls down.
You're safe has I have my arms around you
nothing can hurt you,
I won't let it.

Come here and tell me your secrets
its okay Ill keep them safe from the world you fear
they can't touch us
up here.
We stare at the sky watching the clouds
as you found me as your wall up here
with the breeze to calm your tears.

Come here and tell me your secrets
I promise you are not alone and if you ever feel like this
just come here and tell me your secrets
and Ill wrap you in my arms to let you
know you are okay and you are safe and I understand.

Come here and tell me your secrets
let it all out, I can take it
let your tears run,
you don't have to hide them from me
I'll be your strength when you think you don't have any
all you have to do is
come here and tell me your secrets
its okay I'll keep them safe from the world you fear
just  come in my arms
its okay.

In A Second....

In a second everything can change
the time you took a breathe was the time when actions took place.
When one heart start beating and one stopped
when one smile and one cried.
Did you ever think what can happen in a second?

A person can lend an ear
make a called.
A person can destroy another
A person can save another.
It all happens in a second.

In a second one person can change everything
a person can calm a storm
without knowing they are with a hug
or with one word
saving a person's life that second
can be more important than anything in the world.

A second that all it takes
because it can mean so much to one person
and if it does than it should mean to another person.

So always take a second
because you never know what it means
that's why time is a tricking thing
because how important a second can be.
Take a second to lend an ear
lend a shoulder to cry on
or words of advice.

You may say you can't save a life like a firefighter,
like a soldier, like a cop or like a doctor
but the truth is that you can
and to someone you can be their hero
their rock
it only takes that second.

Will you take that second?  
So much can happen in that second
I know I will take that second
cause I know what it can mean
will you join me?
I promise you won't regret that second
So remember in a second everything can change.

Young Soldier's Story Part 2

On the beach there's a breeze  in the air the boys are in the ocean playing mercy while the girls are soaking up the sun. Art comes running towards the girls follow by Leo and Emmett right behind him " Would you girls be up for a game of football? We'll spilt up to make the teams even." he asks while holding the ball in his hand.
   "What? Do you not think that we can take you boys?" Jean joking asks getting up from her towel, Alice rolls herself so she facing everyone.
   " I didn't say that, but let's be honest we were on must of the teams. So what are the teams?" Art tries to defend himself and the rest of them laugh.
   " How about Leo, Emmett and Hannah on one team and Jean, Art, and myself on the other?" Alice suggests to the gang and everyone agrees with the teams. Art draws a line in the sand to mark the goal post while Emmett does the same on the other side. Jean kicks off first and Hannah catches it running behind Emmett blocking for her. But Art comes from the side and tackles Hannah but she throws it to Leo who scores for his team. Hannah and Emmett cheer celebrating Leo's score.
    "Yeah, enjoy it that's the only one you are going to get." , Art dishes to them,
     " Just give up already!" , Leo tells him joking and they laugh.
    Emmett kicks the ball Art catches it with Leo heading straight for him and throws it to Jean. Jean runs to the goal and makes it. The game continues for hours and now the teams are tie six to six and the next score wins.  Emmett  has the ball throws it Hannah who is close to the goal and catches the ball, she scores, Leo and Emmett tackle her to celebrate. " Should we head back get change and get some food?" Leo ask knowing that they are all hungry and they smile in agreement.
          They back up their towels and walk back to the house. The girls decide to take showers and the guys decide to just change and get the sand off of them. Once the girls come down, they decide to go to a little burger joint that is in walking distance from them. Leo's phone rings, he picks it up quickly realizing he forgot to call his guardians. " Hey, yeah sorry I didn't call or text you. We made it in the evening yesterday. I'm sorry. Yeah, we will be back in three days. how are you guys?" Leo talks to his guardian and his friends are calling him to leave. He walks with his friends has he continues his talk on the phone.
         " We're good. I was worry about you. You know that these next couple of days are hard for me because what they mean. What have you guys done since you guys got there?" She asks with concern in her voice.
          " I know Sarah, we went to the beach scared the girls first time and watch movies girls choice to make up for scaring them. We woke up around noonish and I made eggs and bacon for everyone. We are going to go eat now.
         "Okay, don't forget to call or text. Have a good time and be safe. We miss you and love you." She tells him knowing that soon their calls and texts will be limited when he goes away.
           " I will, love you and miss you guys too." he tells her and waits for  the phone to click knowing the same thing. They are already at the burger joint and waiting for a sever.

Young Soldier's Story Part 1.5

Its the afternoon the sun has been up for awhile and the waves are crashing against the shore. Leo has been running on the beach with his music blasting in the ears for about an hour. He gets back to the house his friends are still asleep and takes a shower. By the time he gets done the others start to wake up. He crosses Emmett in his path " Hey man what do think eggs today?", he asks pulling his shirt over his head.
"Yeah, sounds good! You're the cook man, everything is in the kitchen. Once I get out I'll get the others up and help you." , Emmett tells Leo has he walks to the bathroom.
"Yeah right, you help cook? Is that a threat?", Leo laughs with Emmett joining him both know that Emmett would more start fires in the kitchen than actually produce something edible. Leo walks to the kitchen passing Art who is pass out on the sofa "Wake up man, you're up next. Emmett is in the bathroom and I'm making eggs." he tells his friend. Art slowly lifts his head up with his eyes barely open and sits up. Leo is in the kitchen finding the pans and the eggs in the refrigerator and turns the stove on getting ready to cook.
  Emmett gets out of the bathroom and Art gets up to get ready. "I'll go check on the girls, hopefully they're almost done. If not we have a long wait, there are three of them." they both laugh and Emmett heads up stairs. Emmett knocks on the doors of the girls' room " Hello? Are you girls up? Leo is making eggs for everyone in the kitchen." He cracks up the door to see the two of the girls sleeping and gently wakes them up and goes to the room to wake the other one. Emmett goes down to the kitchen to find Leo cracking eggs shells and cooking on the stove with two pans on it one for the eggs and the other for the bacon. "Smells good, is there anything I can help with?" Emmett asks knowing he can't really do much.
  "You think you can handle making toast ?" Leo jokes with Emmett.
" Yeah I think I got that. The girls are just getting ready, so you might want to take your time." Emmett gets the bread out and puts each slice in the toaster. Art joins them getting the cups, plates, and sliver wear out and putting them on the table. One by one the girls come down in their bikinis with a shirt and shorts to cover them up.
 "Please tell me that you didn't have Emmett cooking" Hannah begs has she sits at table and Jean and Alice all pouring themselves juice or milk.
 " Is the house still standing?" Leo asks and everyone laughs.
 " Good point, the toast is good! Good job Emmett" Hannah joking congrats on Emmett's toast making skills.
   " So what should we do today? beach?" Leo asks his friends that are sitting around the table eating and laughing,
   " Duh! But no shit like yesterday, okay? Leo, this is good thank God you are here. We would have starve to death." Hannah thanks for her friend's cooking skills.
 " I know, So why don't we finish here and clean everything? Then go spend the rest of the day on the beach."  Leo suggest to his friends and they tell jokes while they eat and once they are done the girls wash the dishes has the boys clean the place up. About 30 minutes later they walk to the beach and when they got there they set up their towels and everything to enjoy the day.

I Thought of You Today

I thought of you today
you cross my mind
do you know that?
i thought of you today
and it almost kill me and
I don't know why it hurt so much
but it did.

I thought of you today
I listen to songs that reminded you
that I could find comfort in
when I was feeling all alone
and for some reason the world
felt so quiet to me.
Something might be wrong with me
cause I don't know why I'm hurting as much as I am.

I thought of you today
do you believe that?
That the world felt different
because you are gone.

I almost broke down
but didn't instead I let a tear out
and put you in the back of mind
in truth it was hard to do.

But I thought of you today
no one really knows that I
was hiding you behind my smile.
I don't know why it felt
like a dagger that I want to put a shield against
but for some reason I don't
maybe cause its the only way keeping you alive
I don't know.

I thought of you today
I wonder everything about you
for a strange reason.
Maybe you know why
but you can't tell me.

I thought of you today
do you know you left your finger prints on my heart
as little they may be but they are there?
So you cross my mind
and I looked to the sky
thinking that's where you are now.

I thought of you today
trying to make my heart harder
cause I don't know if it will hurt any less when
you cross my mind
I kinda hope so but if it hurts the same
I'll have those next to me
that will get me through it.

Just know that you cross my mind
I know it sounds crazy
but I thought of you today.

I'm Not One to Show My Emotions

I'm not one to show emotions
but my heart is filled with warmth I cannot describe
so excuse all that I'm showing because i just cannot hide it.
I'm not one to show emotions
but I cannot make my heart cold enough
to hide it inside.

I know this may seem weird to you
me wrapping my arms around you
you never seen me so open
without me saying any words.
I'm not one to show emotions

I know this may seem weird to you
I'm not holding anything inside
even tears are falling from my sky
I finally feel that I'm safe and that
you will except them has they come.
And I know that you will not find weakest
but strenght in each tear I show.
I'm not one to show emotions

I know this may seem weird to you
its strange for me too,
cause for once I'm not making my heart cold
or hard like ice or a stone.
Now its far from that
you are making my heart so warm
and soft that no walls are around it
from keeping you out.
I'm not to show my emotions

I'm not one to show my emotions
and words I do not have
to explain what I'm feeling inside
for once there are just no words
and all I can do is cry and wrap
my arms around you.
Yeah, I'm not one to show emotions

I know this may seem weird to you
cause you never seen this side of me before
and I can't find myself to stop
the rain falling from my sky
and you know that's true
cause they've been hiding deep inside
for such a long time.
I'm not one to show my emotions

Under your wing for the first time
I'll let my emotions run wild
cause my heart is filled with this unfamiliar warmth
and I know it may seem weird to you
but I know my heart is safe to show
all its emotions to you
cause you know that
I'm not one to show my emotions. 

A Young Soldier's Story Part 1

A young man graduates with his class, hes 18 and already knows what he wants to do with his life, he wants to be a soldier that will make his family and friends proud. He was a student that everyone liked, got along with the staff, in fact he was always the first one in the morning and the last one to leave. He meets his friends and teachers after the ceremony to give hugs and to take pictures because they don't know when they will see him again. They tell him how proud they are of him and even try to change his mind. He only has days before he has to report for duty.
     The day after he packs his bags and meet with his friends, they are going to beach and are not going to worry about a thing. He puts his sunglasses on and says "I'm the driver, lets go!" puts his seat belt on and the rest of his friends hop in. "Put some tunes on!" he tells his co-pilot and they head out to their adventure and sing along.
       Hours later with the sun setting to mark the night they reach the beach. They know they only have an hour or so to have on the beach before the sun fully goes down. So they turn on their radio and lay their towels down close to the water because they are the only ones on the beach. The guys are the first to jump in and tell the girls that the water is fine and they join in swimming pass the waves. The guys disappear into the water "Leo, Emmett, Art! Where are you guys?" the girls call out.
"Raw!", they each jump out and grab the girls has they scream and the boys laugh.
"You guys are duchbags!" one of the girls yell and starts swimming to the shore and the others follow.
"We're sorry! Come on back, we were just having fun. right guys?" Leo yells out trying to catch up with the girls. The girls are already wrap up in their towels and look mad has ever, the guys get out and put their t-shirts on "I tell you what you guys can pick the movie for tonight and we won't complain about it. What do you say? We are sorry." Leo says and the guys shake their heads in agreement.
"Any movie? And you guys promise you won't do it again?" one of the girls ask.
"Any movie and we promise we won't do it again as long as we are here. promise" Leo says trying to make up for what they did to the girls.
"Okay good!" The other girl says.
"Okay lets go to the house, get some pizza and watch a movie" Emmett says has he grabs the radio and the cooler. They walk  to Emmett's family house and they each take turns taking a shower, the guys go first knowing the girls will take forever each in the shower. Art is the first out so he orders the pizza trying to time it just right.
The guys get clean only taking about ten minutes each and then the girls come out slowly taking about twenty minutes each. By the time the last one is out the door bell rings, the pizza is here. "Okay, girls now what movie do you want to watch?"
"Lets watch... This one Just Go with It. Is that okay?" one girl says wanting to know if the rest of the girls will like to watch it.
"Sounds good to me"
"Yeah looks good" the two other girls agree and Emmett puts the movie on. the spent the rest of the night watching movies that the girls pick with pizza and other snacks.

Oh Damn Girl

Oh damn girl
you're telling me all that is wrong with you
and I'm trying to hold back my laughter and my smile
cause all that you point out are the things I love about you.
Oh damn girl
You're telling me that your ugly, fat, and stupid
and I look at you to say
you're so beautiful that I wouldn't change a thing about you.
Oh damn girl
You're skinny and muscle
Oh damn girl
I know your mind and I know how smart you are
and i don't think you know it.

Oh damn girl
I wish I could show you, you through my eyes
cause you look so damn pretty.
Oh damn girl
I wish I could show you your colors
cause you have so many of them
they make one of the most prettiest rainbow
that the world gets to witness.
Oh damn girl
Do you know what I see
when I look at you?
Do you know what I hear
when someone says your name?
Oh damn girl

Oh damn girl
you're running your mouth
with all the negatives that you see in yourself
and I'm trying to hold my laughter and smile
cause damn girl
I can't find one thing wrong with you .
Oh damn girl
you're so perfect that you don't even know it.

Oh damn girl
If you ever forget the beauty in yourself
I'll be here to remind you
cause I see it every day in you.
Oh damn girl
You're so
very damn pretty.
Oh damn girl

Do You Know What I Carry in My Pockets?

Do you know what I carry in my pockets?
Ipod touch, phone, wallet, pens and keys.
Normal things a person carry, but do you know what I am really carrying?

My phone vibrates almost shaking my leg
I don't hesitate to answer it.
My friend is feeling down and I'm trying my hardest to save both our lives.
Shes upset in tears
and I'm being ask things that to me don't matter
unless my friend is safe and sound. 

You're talking to me
and yet my head is down at the phone
my mind miles away to where my friend is
I don't mean to be rude
but I can't lose a friend.

My ipod stops the music
something is wong
and the world is being cruel.
The teacher asks a simple question
and I can care less what the answer is
cause I'm more worry about my friend.
Only I can calm them down
with words I might not have.
But somehow I found those words.

Do you know what I carry in my pockets?
I carry my friends when the world is against them
and they are feeling all alone.
I carry their hearts as they carry mine when I allow them to.
Do you know what I carry in my pockets?

I hold my phone in hand making sure I don't miss a virbratetion
cause if I do it could cost me more than
time itself.
I led my ear so there are less scars
so another day can come
for both of us.
Do you know what I carry in my pockets?

I carry my phone and ipod
cause I know how important it is for me to answer them
that they can be the difference between life and death
the differenace between tears and a smile.
Do you know what I carry in pockets?

I'll ask you the same question
What do you carry in your pockets?

Take My Hand

Hey you there curl up in a ball,
Take my hand its okay
the battlefield has clear
the war is won.
Take my hand
the storm is over
I promise you will be safe in my arms.

I know you're scared
but I promise if you get up with me
you'll never be alone
I'll always be there.

Take my hand
you will be under my wing, my shield
and I won't anything harm you.
When the world seems too much
and you're feeling alll alone
and don't feel like hiding
call for my shield.

It will be a wall
that no one can get through
unless you say they can.
I'll wrap my arms around you
telling you its okay to let it all out
and that I don't mind getting wet with your tears.

Take my hand
I'll never abandon you
when you need me.
I know that look you're afraid
and that no one underestands you
but I know what you're thinking
take my hand.

Take my hand its okay
trust me.
I'll be at your side
and we will fight together.
Take my hand and I will protect you
when you feel vulnerable
and I'll make you laugh
when you are on the edge of tears.
Just take my hand.

Thinking of a Lost Friend

I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw your name after rest in peace
I thought it was a joke, we didn't talk that deep to each other but we were still friends.
I painic to find if this could be so
and I found the sad truth
you`re gone.

A week ago you were sitting right next to me eating lunch
I remember you telling about your dreams
how you will one day take the stage and
I thought maybe one day we would meet again
Ill be lucky to light the stage to you
to the world.
I cant believe that day will never come.

I dont know why you hit me so hard
but you did and no one really saw
how hard you hit my heart.
Maybe it was the guilt that we didnt talk deep to each other
was there anything I could had said that could have stop you?
Or maybe its that I think of others that almost felt this pain
and will make sure they wont feel it.
Maybe I think we were so much alike in a way
and wonder how i got so lucky and
why you didnt  have support
I know you desver it.
Where was it?

But what hurts the most is that you were right next to me
I watched you played cards
I watch your face light up
when you talked about musicals we both knew
you were so happy that you had someone
to share your love for the theatre.
Why will those days never come with you lighting them up?

You were right next to me
now you're so far away
I thought I would  hear of you taking the stage by storm
or just about how you are doing and
I did hear of you
it schoked my mind
that made things lonely for some reason
I wish that day never came.

I cant believe those days you had ahead of you will never come
all those moments that you were going to share with those that you loved
will never come.

I hope you are safe and at peace
but I hope you know that every now and again
you cross my mind and a tear is let out
because I wonder and think of those
days that will never come for you.