In & Out of the Portal

Around them the world is silent to them,
they are detached from it.
They don't know how.
They can see and hear the world,
they can even touch it,
and interact with it,
but something is separating them
from the world.

Its not a wall
more like a portal of some sort
that blends in making impossible to find
if you don't know where the door is.
No one can see them
even when they are standing right beside others.
Sometimes they don't know they entered it
and left the world,
in and out.

In the portal
they are numb,
lost feeling,
in a neutral state.
When everything is whatever
unchangeable, just in the middle.
They're walking
without warning they left
gone into the portal.
Walking side by side the world
when words become noise
only silence leaves their mouth
when they speak.

In, out of the portal
blends with the world
with the walls.
They are side by side
cant be seen.
In the portal
numb and coldest fills their blood.

Watch out,
maybe you'll see
where the entrance
sand take them out of the portal.

What Our Hearts Know About Goodbye

It doesn't get easier,
no, no,
it doesn't get easier,
no, no,
we've said it a million times, but
doesn't mean we've grown numb.
No,
doesn't mean we're cold.
No,
It doesn't get easier,
no,no,

It doesn't get easier, but
nerves go away.
Panic fades into calm,
It doesn't get easier,
we know what to expect
the world isn't  going to end
it doesn't get easier,
no,no

A new step
we take
into a new doorway
everyday
we say it
every time we part
there's nothing easy about it
it doesn't get easier,
but we know
its not forever.
It doesn't get easier
no,no

It doesn't get easier
when we take our part
we feel a little pain, but
our hearts leave warm
cause our hearts know
they carry a little of each other
with them and know
the real words......

See you later, love you.

Building This Ladder to Heaven

I'm building this ladder to heaven
to see you again
my friend,
I'm building this ladder to heaven
to see your beautiful smile,
to hear you laugh.
I'm building this ladder to heaven
cause I miss you so bad.
I'm building this ladder to heaven
do you know how much you are miss?
I'm building this ladder to heaven
cause I can't bare it anymore
I'm building this ladder to heaven

They say I'm crazy
I'm building this ladder to heaven
please don't take my hope away.
I'm building this ladder to heaven
to hear your voice .
I'm building this ladder to heaven
I cant believe how much i miss your words.
I'm building this ladder to heaven
to give the biggest hug this world have ever seen.
I'm building this ladder to heaven
going to embrace you.
I'm building this ladder to heaven
I don't understand why you left.
I'm building this ladder to heaven
not angry, not going raise hell.
I'm building this ladder to heaven
another day without you is killing me
I'm building this ladder to heaven

I'm building this ladder to heaven
Don't take my hope .
I'm building this ladder to heaven
you will always be the most important thing to me.
I'm building this ladder to heaven
I'm going to see you one day,
but right now
I'm building this ladder to heaven....