Where Are You?

Saying your name hurts now
it so much pain that it puts tears in my eyes.
Where are you?
You told me that you love me
and told you that for the first time
a loved anyone like this.
Where are you?
I cant seem to smile or fake one
I cant seem to laugh without faking it
I cant seem to stop thinking about you
even thought you are hurting so much.
Where are you?

You said you call when you got home
what happen to the call
did you forget?
Im still waiting
waiting for you and I dont why
when are abusing my hert like this.
Where are you?

People say to move on
to forget about you
but it feels like no one really understands
why I keep holding on
All I know is a keep holding on even though it hurts me like hell.
Where are you?
They can tell how much Im hurting
I even have the scras to prove it.
Where are you?

I search everywhere for you
trying to get to know if you are dead and alive
why did you leave without a word
I thought I desever at least a word .
You don't answer your phone
or anything fir that matter
all I only call hoping one day you will answer
and just to listen to your voice.
Where are you?

I miss everything about you
I miss hearing your voice everyday.
I miss you trying to keep me away from my studies.
I miss your arms wrap around me.
I miss how you got to my height
so I could kiss you.
I miss your lips
I miss listening to your heart
I miss feeling the other half of my heart.
Where are you?

Where are you?
Why did you leave like this?
You made me feel so numb
that I did anything to feel again
you scared me so much
I don't even know
how to heal my broken heart
without having the other piece of it.
Where are you?

It all feels too late
that I cant go back to what I knew
without you
nothing feels right or the same.
I just want to close my heart and never open it again.
You made it soft and warm and now
you make numb and cold.
Where are you?
The sick thing is that I keep thinking about you
when I shouldn't and at tells I see you in mind.

Wheres your reasons?
Are you alive?
Are you dead?
Where are you?
I just don't understand
and hurts the most is that I might never get the chance to
and that you will probably never get the chance to read this.
Whey are you hurting like this?
You told me you would never leave
so where are you?
Breaking my heart slowly
abusing its love
Where are you?